Saturday, April 30, 2011 ' 11:31 AM
I wonder why do I loved someone.
People change for two reasons:
Either you learn enough that you want to,
Or you've been hurt enough that you have to.
As i walked away, i hoped that maybe - just maybe - you'd care enough to stop me.
You should step in my shoes and walk a mile, and see how hard it is to hold back the tears and fake a smile.
Thank you for lying to me
thank you for hurting me
thank you for breaking my heart
and oh yeah,
thank you for making me stronger.
I'm forced to fake a smile;
a laugh everyday of my [life]
my heart can't possibly break
when it wasn't even [whole] to start with.
I said I love you, you said it too. The only difference, is I didn't lie to you.
Everytime you ask for forgiveness, it's just another lie.
You had me at hello and killed me at goodbye.
Every journey has its ending,& sometimes a smile has its pretending
Friday, April 22, 2011 ' 1:58 PM
Hey peeeps. It's been 21 days since I last posted. Yeahhh.
Now i'm busy doing my art. Wondering how to paint the anime characters, was thinking to draw them with watercolour pencils and then use water and smudge it, learned it from a tutorial in youtube. Hope my friend finds it soon so that I would not need to buy them. :)
Oh yah, I got 1st in class for CT1. That's great. So now imma waiting for June 2nd before I can buy my Iphone, cuz by then my current plan would be 21months already, and the Iphone is cheaper if I wanna keep my number :)
I hope I will do well in MYE cuz if i dont, i might not be able to get my Iphone. Mum say she will still buy, but I think it's safer if I do well in MYE. Whutthehuackkk! So stress. Days are passing by very quickly, idk why. So nowadays are just watching anime, doing art, watching tv, chores & preparing for MYE. Sighhh... damn siann. After MYE I wanna chill out with friends! :)
Okayyy, gtg. Nothing to post le. BB!
Cya next time soooon ! ~
"I felt like turning over the tables,
throwing those chairs,
shouting out loud,
killing those bitches,
kicking those bastards,
But, it seems impossible for me,
especially when you're there,
i love you, baby ♥ "
Friday, April 1, 2011 ' 11:42 PM
Heyy peeps, long time nvr post le, kekeke :)
Imma now in Malaysia,yeahhhh. Actually nothing to post ehhh, computer damn lag. Wireless, diao. But got computer use very good le hehehe.
Sometimes I can't believe what I did.
It's so unusual. I hate to care so much.
Dun wanna fall too deep, but what am I doing now?!
Maybe I need time.. Time will heal everything.
I trust u, heart.
