Monday, May 23, 2011 ' 4:29 PM
Well overall. My MYE sucks!
Comb. Science overall 60%
Comb. Humanities 56% ?
Chinese paper 2 51%
Maths overall 72% --- I finally pass.
English paper 2 , 50+% < almost fail, crap shit.
Art 93% --- Niceee.
Well, i think im still getting my Iphone.. hopefully mum doesnt take back her words-.-
Saturday, May 21, 2011 ' 4:39 PM
Gals, don't be so stupid to believe whatever a guy says.
They freakin don't mean it.
We all know, love fade after awhile.
So do mine. What they promised you is futile. So don't go crazy looking forward to the future with him.
There is no commitment in them. He said he love you, but it isn't going to be true.
Just remember,
Let him go if he wants.
Saturday, April 30, 2011 ' 11:31 AM
I wonder why do I loved someone.
People change for two reasons:
Either you learn enough that you want to,
Or you've been hurt enough that you have to.
As i walked away, i hoped that maybe - just maybe - you'd care enough to stop me.
You should step in my shoes and walk a mile, and see how hard it is to hold back the tears and fake a smile.
Thank you for lying to me
thank you for hurting me
thank you for breaking my heart
and oh yeah,
thank you for making me stronger.
I'm forced to fake a smile;
a laugh everyday of my [life]
my heart can't possibly break
when it wasn't even [whole] to start with.
I said I love you, you said it too. The only difference, is I didn't lie to you.
Everytime you ask for forgiveness, it's just another lie.
You had me at hello and killed me at goodbye.
Every journey has its ending,& sometimes a smile has its pretending
Friday, April 22, 2011 ' 1:58 PM
Hey peeeps. It's been 21 days since I last posted. Yeahhh.
Now i'm busy doing my art. Wondering how to paint the anime characters, was thinking to draw them with watercolour pencils and then use water and smudge it, learned it from a tutorial in youtube. Hope my friend finds it soon so that I would not need to buy them. :)
Oh yah, I got 1st in class for CT1. That's great. So now imma waiting for June 2nd before I can buy my Iphone, cuz by then my current plan would be 21months already, and the Iphone is cheaper if I wanna keep my number :)
I hope I will do well in MYE cuz if i dont, i might not be able to get my Iphone. Mum say she will still buy, but I think it's safer if I do well in MYE. Whutthehuackkk! So stress. Days are passing by very quickly, idk why. So nowadays are just watching anime, doing art, watching tv, chores & preparing for MYE. Sighhh... damn siann. After MYE I wanna chill out with friends! :)
Okayyy, gtg. Nothing to post le. BB!
Cya next time soooon ! ~
"I felt like turning over the tables,
throwing those chairs,
shouting out loud,
killing those bitches,
kicking those bastards,
But, it seems impossible for me,
especially when you're there,
i love you, baby ♥ "
Friday, April 1, 2011 ' 11:42 PM
Heyy peeps, long time nvr post le, kekeke :)
Imma now in Malaysia,yeahhhh. Actually nothing to post ehhh, computer damn lag. Wireless, diao. But got computer use very good le hehehe.
Sometimes I can't believe what I did.
It's so unusual. I hate to care so much.
Dun wanna fall too deep, but what am I doing now?!
Maybe I need time.. Time will heal everything.
I trust u, heart.
Friday, March 4, 2011 ' 9:48 PM
FINALLY! ALL MY RESULTS CAME OUT ! ;D
Was okayyy (:
Maths: 16/40 , time to bulk up on this ! (:
Social Studies: 17/25 , ERP and ALS the same ?? -'- other classes still got their marks but 3E5 did not, Ms Kirrthana didnt give us chance :(
Chinese: 29/50 , first session lost a lot of marks D: My Chinese's weak.
Chemistry: 20.5/25 , careless mistakes .
Physics: 24/25 , lost to the 1 mark standard form qns.
History: 24/25 , conclusion not specific enough D:
With these grades I hope I could get into Top 15 in class D:
I wanna my Iphone ! (:
Sweet grades I would say, ♥
except for maths.
Well, BB Readers(:
Friday, February 25, 2011 ' 10:34 PM
Heyyy peeepos. Paiseh forqot post yesterday, too busyy, hehe (: So yeah yesterday I wore my runninq/walkinq shoe to run the 2.4km Napfa, and quess what? I PASSED ! 15Mins, haha, not bad for me lerhs :D After the run I had a headache , OMGEEE. XiuFanqq they all playinq volleyball mahs, then I wanna rest, lie down on the floor behind Jaslin & another qirl, (forqot alr PS) for protection aqainst the volleyball, scared hit me ah. xD After tt went back to class, on the way saw the teacher tt catch our fringe de, I got shocked, went to feel for my fringe immediately, "O.o It's above my eyebrow since I'm sweatinq, (Y)" so I went past her & qreeted her :DD
Enqlish naww.. D: We needa do some qraded speech, those who never do will get straiqht 0. I did , tryinq to complete before the recess bell rinqq. BUT, didn't succeed. I was still chionqinq when the upper sec recess bell ranqq. After awhile I hand it in to Mdm Tionq, then here's our coversation :D
Mdm Tionq: "Help me carry down these dictionaries"
Me: *shock face* "Why meeee? D:"
Mdm Tionq: "Cuz they do the speech very slow, you do faster."
Me: *looks at the stack of people who finished earlier then me* "But got people finish faster then me why don't want ask them carry?"
Mdm Tionq: (I think she said) "Tsk"
Me: *..FINE FINE * "Carry to where?"
Mdm Tionq: "The library"
Me: *Argh okay* "Ermz, okay"
Mdm Tionq: "You carry 10 down"
Me: "arhh, okayyy" *Busy askinq if other people still need the dictionary*
Sian, damn epic. Then suddenly Chris said, "Aiya, Rachel I help you la" (in chinese)
Me: "Okay good!"
But then in the end Sin Wei & Chris carried down all the dictionaries, xD. I went to chanqe into uniform, (no choice, school rules -'-).
Went back to put PE attire & went down to the canteen with Christa & Si Tonqq :D Since there wasn't enouqh time for us to finish queuinq up for rice, we eat nuqqets (:
After that was Social Studies I think. Yeahh.. I qot 7/10 marks for the class test but I was still not happy with it. Hm. Miss Kirthana qive us notes to study, a lot, horri-qi-ble siol, need memorize >.<
Chinese: Storytime(?) (PS, I forqot already)
Durinq maths we had a horri-gi-ble Math test. Left 1 qns blank, bo si kan zou. D:
Made a few stupid careless mistakes when Mr Rojes did it on the board after the test, damn sad, had the confirmation of failinq.
After had Chinese sup. Mdm Khonq said somethinq that knock some sense out of me.. Thanks :D Went home after that.
Summary of yesterday, COMPLETED :D
TODAY
Woke up late, 0642am. Reach school early anyways :D So we had the PSP in the morninq, Jiayi & ChaoFan went up to perform a poetry. Nice, thouqh some words I didn't really hear clearly. It was SS after tt ! oh wait, I think I qot confuse with today's SS period to yesterday... AIYA NEVERMIND LAH, SKIPP! :D
Chinese: Fun. L0L, ps dunno what to write.
Durinq recess I ate rice , heehee. Got enouqh time (:
Chemistry next.. Throuqhout the lesson equals to "????????" . Seriously we neeed to chanqe teacher, pleaseee D; Most of them also "I don't understand, I don't understand" Looks like we need to read on our own, sad. I want Mrs Lin to be our SCIENCE TEACHER ! :@
Readinq period next, became enqlish period once aqain. Did corrections for the Speech. I got 19/30 , dammit, at least 20 lahs, seems nicer._. Do until hand pain liao, bell rinq already still cannot finish.
History period, I went in, all the tables was separated out like in exam format. I sat beside Christa, on Rachel Khaw's table (: Her table only have:
SNSD all 9 members , Yuri , MinHo. Why no SHINee all 5 members ? D; I wanna see ONEWWW! D; Anyways, yeahh. Mrs Nq tauqht us about the essay thinqy loh.. Standard..
Rinqqq! After school ler!
Went to com lab 1 to qet our maths results.. Every step filled with anxiety & fear. When I qot it, I PASSED ! 22/40. But it wasn't up to my expectations.. D: I will continue to work harder to qet a better qrade for my upcominq CT1 (Y) .
Okay I will stop here for today's school hours.
Just now I went to play blackshot , online already saw Hou-an online also. Played a few qames with him lohs. BUT THEN, my mood today not qood, so I keep aiminq fail. Hou-an qonna tease me aqain the next time we met in skuu. Dot dot dot..
Anyway I tried to study just now, but wasn't in the muqqinq mood. Okae, I have to qo already , thouqh I think my mum's asleeepp.
Tmrw still got Enqlish Tuition at 12.30pm, awww man..
Kaeeee , BB readers ♥! (:
